Focusing

I've been craving both shopping and sweets lately! I smell spring in the air, and that's causing me stress. Spring = graduation and the beginning of bar prep. When I have big events looming in the distance, I have the worst habit of fretting way too much over them, and putting the rest of my life on hold. I can still function and do what's minimally necessary, but other things fall by the wayside. Things like tracking my budget, exercising, eating healthy...

Graduation is 3 months away, but I have other, smaller events that I'm also fretting over. In 2 weeks I have to pay for my cap and gown and take the MPRE (because I made the mistake of not taking it last August). Then I'm going with friends' to our school's annual ball (yeah, it's supposed to be fun, but I still have to think about makeup, hair, dresses - and how fat I may look in them :P). And a month after that I have to pay my bar prep course in full.

But the fretting really needs to stop. I'm over thinking. Instead I need to focus on self-improvement, in the little time that I have left to truly 100% focus on it. I told myself that that (and my 16 units) was the reason I needed to quit my job. I need to get something out of these 3 months besides just passing my classes. I need to get back on top of my life.